Beutiful She

From this moment on...
I am lost in this world where I do not belong.
I never did,ectually  belong anywhere.
My home was allways somewere in the Heaven.
I was a dreamer whole my life.
My song was "Fly,fly,litlle one.."
I thought that I was a bird with broken wings so
I had never belong here..my heart belongs to Sky.
I am Sappho with broken heart.
For a moment I was happy I dreamed the most beutiful dream
Were You were my Lady.
I felt young,happy,in love
I belived in each and every word You said to me.
I even planned the most incredible plans
Crossing the Ocean was just one litlle part of my plan.
Other was to ask You to merry me.
I wake up.
Alone.
Old.
Time to close the my heart.
Time to fly away.
Time for going home.
Wish me,bon voayagge.

 My love,

That was song I shall allways ( para siempre ) keep in my heart.
Shania Twain
"From this moment on"

(I do swear that I ll allways be there.
I d give anything and everything and I will allways care.
Throught weakness and strength,happiness and sorrow,for better and worce,
I will love You with every beat of my heart. )

From this moment life has begun
From this moment You are the one
Right beside You is were I belong
From this moment on.
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for Your happiness
And for Your love I d give my last breath
From this moment on.
I give my hand to You with all my heart
Can t wait to live my life with You,can t wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of You.
From this moment as long as I live
I will love You,I promiss You this
There s nothing I wouldn t give
From this moment on.
YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I BELIVE IN LOVE
AND YOU RE THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS FROM UP ABOVE
All we need is just two of us
My dreams come true because of You.
From this moment as long as I live
I will love You.I promise You this
There s nothing I wouldn t give
From this moment
I will love You as long as I live
From this moment on.

       

Mala godišnjica

Danas je naša mala godišnjica.
Kao i uvijek nedostaješ mi.Pokušavam promijeniti sebe da bih postala dostojna Tebe.Svaka Tvoja riječ u meni živi neki svoj posebni život..nastavljajući tamo gdje si Ti stala.
Sanjam da si moja i da sve riječi izrečene imaju neko  posebno značenje.Osjećam da sam pogriješila i da nikada više neću moći vratiti ono vrijeme koje nas je oplemenilo,obogatilo,promijenilo.
Nosim svoje srce na dlanu pružajući Ti ga..više me ne trebaš,znam to,sada je to samo neka bivša priča nikada dokraja ispričana.
Happy aniversary mi amor,yo te quierro para siempre!

Love

"Love ,means never having to say you re sorry."  Erich Segal
That s one of the most beutiful sentense I have ever heard in my life.When I first heard that line I was 12 years old girl.I went to six class,it was 09.th July.That was the last day of my childhood.
Day after I was raped by one familly" friend".
Today,40 years later- I remember that line.For the first time in my life I don t feel guilt over that happening.
Today,40 years later-I forgive my rapist.
Today,40 years later-I feel free and I fully understand Segal s wonderful meaning of love.

To You

You came into my life.You were my only reason for being alive,the only one who makes me fight with this last fight for my health.
I miss you in every minute when we are not together.
It was hard for me this last days from my birthday.I have no clue what shall we do.
I knew before that I don t have anyone close to me.Now..hmm I can t live without you any more.
I love you with all my heart,I need your smile to go on.
I am very weak for thoese last days,it s hard even to write..all I can is thinking on you.
Don t ever let me down cause I will not know any more how to go on.
I am not the one I used to be,all I need is to sleep in your arms.
I am forgetting many things,I am so affraid that you will forget me one day.
If you do that I shall have no reason for fight any more.
In this world of mine you are the true.So,I am begging you again:
Stay with me!para siempre mi amor te quierro.